野蛮游戏

Breathless - SHAYNE WARD (Chorus)

2009-05-12T02:31:00.000-07:00

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

But KNN!!!

You walked out of my dreams to tell me that you are in the wrong dream.

Weight loss program 2009

2009-05-03T21:24:00.000-07:00

Can you believe it. I went jogging yesterday.
Cause I wanna lose weight. You all might see the slim Mingrui again.
Trying to make it a point to jog every day. If possible, twice per day.
Losing 5KG in a month is a mission, not a dream.

Short Term Goal: 90KG
Long Term Goal: 80KG
Life time Goal: Maintain at 75KG

How far you go is how far you take.

2009-05-03T04:16:00.000-07:00

Saw this phrase on a movie preview.
"How far you go is how far you take."
True and undeniable.
Fatigue and laziness are just an excuse for you not to go past your limit.
Sitting there and thinking of you ideas aren't going to take you anywhere either.
The only way to true success is to work through the process.
Chinese saying:"台上一分钟，台下十年工。” Same theory applies.

Determination

2007-11-04T20:13:00.000-08:00

04/11/2007 Night Heavy Rain

It was raining heavily outside as I took an umbrella from my attic.

Wore my favourite foot wear. (My yellow slippers)

Opened my umbrella using my right hand while I step out to the pouring rain.

My umbrella protects me like how a knight protect his king.

But the knight had meet his match. The rain eventually penatrates my umbrella.

Drop of water hit on my body and pierce through my heart.

Lightnings were seen before thunder were heard.

Any of those that hit me will kill me.

Car that zoom past me as I brisk through the road alone.

Alone. Lonely. Loneliness
I told myself that even the longest journey will end some day.

Time past quickly but not as quick as my thoughts.

I was thinking of the rewards that I would receive at the end of the road.

The road ends as I brought my body to its final destination.

My body was wet, my legs were drenched and both were tired.

It was an indian shop, an old indian old was tending the shop.

I walked towards him, whispered to him beside his ears.

I gave him some money as he handed me a box wrap with thin plastic.

I look at the box and said to myself, "Nothing beats Marlboro Menthol Lights"

2 days le...

2006-11-01T03:00:00.000-08:00

2 days at work le... Haha... Starting to learn things till now... Yesterday took half of the day trying to file some paper... Cause there got a lot of files ma then each form need to be filed into the specfic file... Took quite some time sorting out the papers and finding the right file... When I ask around, how long do they need to sort out those papers... They all tell mi awhile only... Got 1 even say half hour... Damn!!! I must be damn slow... And never mind about the papers... When i log on to my workstation, my fellow temp staff who work there for a month already tells mi that my ID can only do 3 things in the mainframe for now... He say I can do more things later on when I work longer in the company... Sounds like need earn exp to do things... Level not enough... Abit like play DOTA like that... Level not more than 6 cannot cast ult... I just mention in the last post... There maybe got no chio bu... So let mi confirm this... There are really no chio bu... So the job really got not much benifit... The pentry also only got hot water... You want water other than hot water you need to get from the tap... Damn... So in the 2 days I always try to make myself drunk in the work... You know... 沉醉在事业上.. And must be damn 醉... Mention of drunk... Feel like clubing... Feel like dancing...

Back by popular demand...

2006-10-28T08:59:00.000-07:00

Hi... The J-Game is back... Due to the overwhealming responds of my readers, I have decided to renew my blog. So stop talking about the chicken wing... Anyway I am not there to save the chicken wing... Let it rot... It doesn't matters already... There is always another chicken wing out there... Anyway I got a temp job at CPF building doing admin already... If nothing bad happens, I will be working there starting from tuesday and I will put an end as a useless person... Will be needed to wear formal there... ZZZZ... Not that I don't like to wear smartly, just that the thought of wearing those clothes make me sweat... And worst of all, they all say the cpf building got no chio bu... They say those that works there are all aunties... Lol... I guess that a person's CPF contribution need to hit a certain level before getting employed there... Unless you are work as a temp staff... HAIZ... Well... Went to bugis today, saw a bunch of people crowding outside the car park of Bugis Junction... As a Singaporean, I and Dvan went in to join in the crowd... Stun!!! A lady was carrying a little boy in her arms... A middle age male was holding a lot of tissue paper covering the little boy's left foot... Judging from this, I concluded that the male and lady are the boy's parents and the boy's leg just kena rammed by a car... Tears was flowing out of the lady's eyes... Not used to see such scene, I decided to walk away... After a while, I decided to go to a corner to contribute my part to the PSI index... Then came the ambulance... Suddenly I saw a real ugly side of Singaporean... A black hearted man was trying to take a picture of the scene of the little boy getting into the ambulance... WTF!!! Damn... Really hope that that uncle will get his feet under the wheels of a 5 tonner one of these days... Damn that man, curse him, his camera and his leg...

Chicken Wing...

2006-08-15T08:57:00.000-07:00

I was walking alone one day as I saw a dog... It was bitting a chicken wing in his mouth as he walk past a long gang... The long gang was filled with water... The dog walked past it... He saw a reflection of himself... But that stupid dog thought that it was another dog bitting a chicken wing... Thinking that the dog in the water had a bigger chicken wing, the dog barked at the water dog to scare off the water dog so that he can snatch the water dog's chicken wing... Who knows once the dog opened his mouth his own chicken wing drop into the water... The dog in the end is left with nothing... What can be learnt from this story? Dont go and compare your stuff... What is yours is yours. Things that you own should be the best for the fact that it is attached to you... Once you compare and try to get a better one, you might end up with nothing... Chiam? Apply to love life and you get the idea...

Quote(4)

2006-08-08T07:54:00.000-07:00

不经一番寒澈骨，焉得梅花噗鼻香。

Sunday??? Boring Day...

2006-08-05T21:55:00.000-07:00

Much as I predict that today will be a boring day, I spent no effort to make it colourful. Actually I don't know who to jio out... Some is because today is their family day and I don't want them to get niam by their "family members" just to accompany me. While some, I just don't want to waste my time planning the trip wtih them, let them choose the location then all steady liao but in the end still need to call off or worse kena SIA... Really sick and tired of kena SIA liao... Ironically, I am a DOTA(Defender of the Air)... Haha... But think I really need to get a hair cut by today cause SSG Melvin Tan caught me with long hair twice last week... Dun think that he is going to let me off again like last week or rather don't want to put him in a spot liao... Haha...

Thailand Pics...

2006-08-01T08:25:00.000-07:00

For those who ask mi to post more pics in my blog... You want it you got it... These are the pics that I took from thailand...

New Man Magazine cover	The thailand uni girls
Our group photo	Full Monty?
Tiger Singapore product... Girl Thailand product...	Never see so many people kena hang b4?
Non LS team	The short, tall and big
LS team(Part1)	LS team(Part2)
Nice Car	Guess which one is ah gua!!!
At Sushi Tei	Having some quality time

Thats all for the Thailand trip... Hope you enjoyed yourself...

Sianz2

2006-07-30T06:39:00.000-07:00

Judging from the title, guess what I am going to write? Correct I have not seen the Pirates of the Carribean... Sian hor... Think really going to watch it myself before it is not showing anymore... Sian... Must go and pick the corner in the cinema liao... Why!!! Am I such a bastard that nobody wants to watch movie with mi? I really wonder...

Quote(3)

2006-07-16T05:14:00.000-07:00

Dun learn Safety by accident...

Sianz...

2006-07-16T04:30:00.000-07:00

Hai~~~ Things really hasn't been going on the the way i wanted it to be... Except for the Best Unit Celebration that happened on friday, the rest of the week is like shit... Wanted to go and watch Pirates of the Carribean(Dead man's chest)(See that Bloom so shuai) but hasn't found anyone to go watch with mi yet... Then the "Just My Luck" by Lindsay Lohan also not chance... Keep watching those that I dun want or not interested to watch like "Returns of the Superman"... Such movie is every eps the same de ma... No break through at all.. Haha... Actor also not half as shuai as Bloom... Actress also not as chio as Lohan... But never mind... Other than movies, i actually wanted to go Sentosa de... But no one jio then all never go... Sian... I want to see gals... I want to flirt... LOL... No lar... Flirt part is just joking... But really I might really die a virgin... LOL...

TKD Grading...

2006-07-09T03:57:00.000-07:00

Wha... Long long time never update blog liao... Feels so strange now...
Lol... Whole of 1 week le... Been waiting for my thailand trip photos... They never came... At least not all... But never mind that... Today went to TKD grading to help out my mdm... Became the commander for my club... That means i need to shout my lungs out... Really... My lungs went out almost... Now my flu and sore throat are worse le... But I never did regret my decision... Mdm really need help over there... Eps when the examiner is Mr Chin... He is damn particular about the pattern and turnout... Haha... But he din scold me though... He is quite a nice guy actually... But i din really had fun today... Its more of a commitment thing... So if let mi choose i rather go Sentosa... Hear that... Yiying and Germaine??? Actually I put you all as priority de... So dun be angry liao... Haha... Next week if going Sentosa again tell mi... I make potato salad for you all...

Slacking...

2006-07-03T08:08:00.000-07:00

Wow... Long week end... For Sunday to wednesday no need to go camp... Off... Hehe... But at home nothing to do... The drama Wo De Ye Man Nai Nai i also watch finish liao... What to do... Actually I promiss myself to go jogging in the morning and try to brush up on my TKD basic... But then too lazy to do it... I really dote myself too much sia... Cannot sia... Must really make it a point to wake up early to jog and do basic... Can it make it tomorrow... And btw I am really free... All those who sees this please ask mi out someday... Regardless guy or gal...

.:SAF Day Parade:.

2006-07-01T10:28:00.000-07:00

Whoo... SAF day parade is finally over... After a month of practise and practise, the parade is finally, i say again finally over... And hopefully i would be more free already... Haha... 3 cheers for Air force marching contigent... One of the few contigent that did not cock up in the parade... The parade is quite bad... To think that even the band cock up by dropping the dunno what stick dunring the marching in... Haha... Indeed humans are just humans... Humans will still make mistakes even after tones and tones of drills... But just glad that nobody faint or fall out from the parade... And even after so many faults, the parade is still quite a successful parade and it proved to be fruitful cause for once in real life I have seen my uncle Teo... Quite a tall guy... But regeted that I only caught a glimsp of him... Should have diao him longer ma... Dun waste the chance to diao a minister ma... I wonder how many off days would I be getting for this... Hopefully would be 3 days... Damn xiong lor the parade then waste many of my training time also... But now it is finally over... Maybe I can concentrate more on TKD liao... Hopefully still not too late to brush up my "not so brushed basic"...

Luck VS Respect

2006-06-21T13:53:00.000-07:00

Some people say "Life is like a box of chocolate. Cause you never know what you get." But do you smell something? No thats not chocolate... Thats bullshit... You buy what chocloate you get what chocolate lar... Where got you buy milk chocolate get black chocolate de... In life also ma... Yes! to be successful luck really plays a part but not all... Like my platoon commander Lta Ngoh Chun Rong... He is damn unlucky... Everytime he goes out as a convoy commander his vechicle will have some accident until noboby dares to sit in the vechicle he is in but then so what... When he ord, everyone of us still respect him that much... When he comes back to kick soccer, even those who are off on that day will come back to camp to kick soccer with him... And thats respect... And I believe respect from people is the most important thing in the world...

心理测验

2006-06-18T08:15:00.000-07:00

Do this 心理测验 very zhun de... 海洋占卜

This is mi... Hermit Crab(寄居蟹)

基本習性→擁有寄居蟹特質的人，因為身上背負著厚重的殼，所以不會輕易吐露真實的心聲。總是很冷靜客觀，很討厭自己變得情緒化。雖然待人冷淡，實際上卻很怕寂寞，喜歡一群人一起行動，也喜歡照顧朋友，朋友需要他的幫忙時，他會覺得很高興。

優缺點→優點是當大家都陷於緊張的狀態中，只有他仍能保持冷靜，客觀地做正確的判斷。約定好的事，絕對會確實遵守。缺點是想法過於固執，不懂得通融及愛管閒事
。
愛情觀→寄居蟹類型的人對愛情的態度是既期待又怕受傷害的，通常不會輕易地讓自己愛上一個人，受到了傷害便會退到殼裡一個人靜靜療傷。忠實穩定的他們需要一個忠誠可靠的伴侶。

速配職業→適合從事為社會、人群服務的工作。社會福利的工作或提供受困擾的人建議可說是寄居蟹類型的人的天職。與人接觸時，所表現出沉著的態度，很容易獲得客戶的信賴。另外，若能活用他們收集情報的能力，也適合在大眾傳播界發展。

適用釣餌→對寄居蟹最有效的一句話是「大家都是這樣做的﹗」如果聽到大部分的人都贊同的話，就會想改變自己的想法。另外，聽到「希望能和你商量…」時，他們會有自己是受到依賴的充實感而感到高興

中华诗句(將進酒)

2006-06-18T08:02:00.000-07:00

君不見黃河之水天上來，奔流到海不復回。君不見高堂明鏡悲白髮，朝如青絲暮成雪。人生得意須盡歡，莫使金樽空對月。天生我才必有用，千金散盡還復來。烹羊宰牛且為樂，會須一飲三百杯。岑夫子，丹丘生，將進酒，君莫停。與君歌一曲，請君為我傾耳聽。鐘鼓饌玉不足貴，但願長醉不用醒。古來聖賢皆寂寞，惟有飲者留其名。陳王昔時宴平樂，斗酒十千恣歡謔。主人何為言少錢，徑須沽取對君酌。五花馬，千金裘，呼兒將出換美酒，與爾同銷萬古愁。

Kuantan...

2006-06-18T06:14:00.000-07:00

Woo... Finally got the photos from Kuantan... Actually not all from Kuantan... This pic at the left is from the petrol station that we used to own... Esso and the girl inside is my sis... Isit she a pretty? They say it all runs in the blood... That means I am handsome too... Lol... I thick skin? No lor... Its confidence lor... Aiya no use explaining... Haha... I am the king of my world... Male lead somemore... But dun ever think of asking my sis out and dun judge her by her looks... She damn hot... Temper i mean.. Lol better not let her see this or I will be 85kg of human meat... Lol... Introducting other menbers of my family... Introduncing my dad... You see that high forehead? They say the higher the forehead the cleverer they are... My dad is a clever businessman... He is clever... Very clever... Cleverer than anybody else except mi of course... Haha... The one standing and wearing flower-printed clothes are of course my mom... She likes flowers ma... Thats why she like mi... My heart also very flower de... and my brain also flower flower de... Creative lor... What else... haha.. sorry... sorry for unable to find my brother's photo... anyway he will take up most of the page it I put his photo here... Lol... He is big ma... Bigger than mi... 4 years older than mi... I youngest in the family... Thats why always kena bully... Alright!!! Finally my turn... This is... Mi!!! Come on baby !!! Look at that... Haha enjoy life hor... Like acting porn also... Never mind... actually i was wearing t-shirt and long jeans lor... Just that cannot see... haha... Long Long time never go back Malaysia liao... Abt 6 year never go there visit relatives le... This time go back suddenly realise the production there very good... Some of my cousins got married and got kids liao most of them at least got 2-3 kids le... I am like 20 over ppl's uncle liao.. Diao... Anyway I din go back just to visit relatives... My cousin wedding ma... Thats why go back there... Sian most of my cousin married liao... What abt me... When am i going to find my miss right... Lol... Who cares... No girl firiend can flirt more... Better...

Quote(2)

2006-06-16T11:21:00.000-07:00

"Don't walk the path. Instead walk where there is not path and leave a trail."

Thoughts...

2006-06-16T10:08:00.000-07:00

Have you ever wondered what will you be doing 10 years later? Are you going to be rich? Are you going to be just a normal person? Or are you dead by then? Lol... For mi, hopefully not the third choice... But I kept wonder about this question lately... Not only that, I kept wondering about what was I doing these years... I am 23 now. During my poly years what was I doing? I din study hard. I din train in my fav sport hard enough too. The first 2 years I was still ok with my studies and really done what i want in my sport. I won the hardest competition in Singapore... But however I allowed myself to be content with this minor result, I got distracted. I din deliever what I promiss myself. All these ideas that I had when I was 18, I din make it a reality and so much for not wanting myself regret when I gets older. What I am thinking is the exact thinking I use to prevent few years back. My campmate, 2 years younger then mi. He already got accepted into NTU b4 coming army. One of my mate is even a grass root leader already. Just who am I now... Nobody... Neither rich nor famous and my english sux. But after thinking it for a while, I realise something... Fame comes with money. When you are rich, ppl knows you but not all can be rich. However money comes with fame. When ppl knows you and when you gets your connections, you can use your fame to earn money. Problem is how to get famous. Came across this quote when I visit toilet in my camp. "Great people don't do different things. However, they do things differently". I use all the time needed to urine to ponder the meaning. It means when you are tasked something, you can anyhow finish the task and not think about it anymore or rather you can also think of how to complete the task perfectly. The both methods completes the task but the second method may get you trust from people. Plenty for my thoughts? Maybe... Maybe I spend too much time in toilet.

中华诗句(黄鹤楼)

2006-06-09T17:55:00.000-07:00

昔人已乘黄鹤去，此地空余黄鹤楼。
黄鹤一去不复返，白云千载空悠悠。
晴川历历汉阳树，芳草萋萋鹦鹉洲。
日暮乡关何处是，烟波江上使人愁。

Quotes(1)

2006-06-09T11:57:00.000-07:00

不经一番寒澈骨，焉得梅花噗鼻香。

666 Omens...

2006-06-09T08:20:00.000-07:00

Finally Finally Finally... My third post of blog... Been waiting? Nah... Dun think so right... Haha... Just knew it... Whoo... After a long long week of nuaing in camp... Today is Friday... Guess what i smell? Freedom... Yes freedom... Though there is much freedom already in camp nowadays... But however this is different... How different? Like i can go orchard freely today... Go there drink Star Bucks onli and then go tamp watch movie... As the title suggest lor... I watch Omens... Horror movie but not horror... I feel like watching final destination... Not good... Oh man... Can i stop watching all these stupid and start to the movies i like? The movies that i wanted to watch all never watch... Keep watching those that i dun intend to watch... X-men 3 also not yet watch... God... If there is please send someone to go watch X-men 3 with mi... Before i go watch it myself and further not believe in you... Or maybe i should start to send in the self addressed letter to media corp and try to get the tickets for superband... Haha happening...

.:Neo Prints...

2006-06-04T04:27:00.000-07:00

Haha... Second time in life to take neo print... Went with 莹妹，长长and大牛. Think needless to intro who is who. That莹妹confirm is that girl lar. 长长is that tall guy and 大牛 is the other guy lor... had fun today as we go bugis to take the neo prints... Took 3 times in total... Quite ex but the feeling is quite fun... Now i know why got ppl think go movies is a waste of money and would rather waste their money on prints... I like esp the machine that need to take 21 prints de... Like race like that then while inside really is damn kao pei de... Keep needing to change pose and need to change fast... We spend a total of one hr plus in the print shop...
after that we go window shopping... Saw a girl... My type de... She was like giving out name cards or a newly opened shop that sells jap ice cream... Bio her very long, wonder why she not planning to give me the cards... Dun i look like an ice cream lover??? Never mind that... That shop one of these days really must go and try not for the ice cream also for the girl lor... Really my type de...

Then the later part of the day is go watch movie at suntec... At there saw my team mate... The legendary cute yongming he was with his mom and dad... Dunno do what also then he tell mi he onli go back army on fri... He got 3 days mc... lucky bastard... envy him... We watching benchwarmers while waiting for the show to start we go around and take pics and bio more chio bus... Haha... So many my type de... Feel young today... The show benchwarmers... Funny but if got other show you want to watch, make benchwarmers the least prority... Feel so lost after watching... No meaning to it...

Blog成立的那天

2006-06-02T23:59:00.000-07:00

Haha... Finally at last, I have created my own blog... Actually i have long to write a blog of my own but hasn't had any idea of what to write in it.. Now after having seen blog of my friends... i finally came out with this... The theme of my blog is 野蛮游戏, for those who know mi should know y... Actually 野蛮游戏 is a name of a song my my fav artist Jolin Cai Yilin(hope i dun get sue for copyright... Haha). Will try to write and update my blog... Pls stay tune to it...